“防衛心態 (Fang Wei Xin Tai)” by Da Mouth (大嘴巴)

Song Title: 防衛心態 / Fang Wei Xin Tai (Defensive Attitude)
Artist: Da Mouth (大嘴巴)
Album: 流感 (Influence)
Year: 2012

誰先承認愛的誰 先吃虧
shei xian cheng ren ai de shei xian chi kui
Whoever admits their love first is the first to suffer
誰最後離開的誰 最心碎
shei zui hou li kai de shei zui xin sui
Whoever is the last to leave is the most heartbroken
我不知不覺習慣 乾脆的更專業
wo bu zhi bu jue xi guan gan cui de geng zhuan ye
I’ve become unconsciously used to it, it’s just better off that way
佔了上風卻感覺 更虛偽
zhan le shang feng que gan jue geng xu wei
I had the upper-hand, but it feels fake

誰先認輸的誰就 先式微
shei xian ren shu de shei jiu xian shi wei
Whoever is the first to admit defeat is the first at a disadvantage
誰動作多的誰就 是膚淺
shei dong zuo duo de shei jiu shi fu qian
Whoever takes the most action is superficial
我不知不覺習慣 兩手一攤閉嘴
wo bu zhi bu jue xi guan liang shou yi tan bi zui
I’ve become unconsciously used to it, my two hands stifle it
刀槍步入卻感覺 要崩潰
dao qiang bu ru que gan jue yao beng kui
I brought in the big guns, but I feel like I’m going to collapse

(*) 愛明明到了嘴邊 卻凍結
ai ming ming dao liao zui bian que dong jie
Love is on the tip of my tongue, but it gets frozen
愛明明近在眼前 卻敷衍
ai ming ming jin zai yan qian que fu yan
Love is right in front of me, but I put forth minimal effort
切斷所有的方法 卻期待
qie duan suo you de fang fa que qi dai
I’ve cut off all my methods, but I’m waiting
你會像電影般突然出現 在面前
ni hui xiang dian ying ban tu ran chu xian zai mian qian
For you to suddenly appear in front of me like in the movies

(**) 說不出的愛 怕受到傷害 倔強背對 等你走過來
shuo bu chu de ai pa shou dao shang hai jue jiang bei dui deng ni zou guo lai
The love I don’t speak for fear I’ll get hurt, I stubbornly turn my back, waiting for you to go away
我拒絕坦白 自尊在作怪 只好假裝全都不希罕
wo ju jue tan bai zi zun zai zuo guai zhi hao jia zhuang quan dou bu xi han
I refuse to be honest, my pride is causing trouble, I have to pretend like nothing’s wong
說不出的愛 怕弱被看穿 在你心裡我有沒有未來
shuo bu chu de ai pa ruo bei kan chuan zai ni xin li wo you mei you wei lai
The love I don’t speak for fear I’ll be seen through, do I have any future in your heart?
失去愛 苦笑看自己為難
shi qu ai ku xiao kan zi ji wei nan
I’ve lost my love, forcing a smile seeing myself so awkward

那就隨緣 不要客氣 沒關係
na jiu sui yuan bu yao ke qi mei guan xi
It’s my karma, don’t worry about it, it’s okay
一天講個百八十遍
yi tian jiang ge bai ba shi bian
I say it 180 times a day
真的無所謂的到底有幾遍 到底有幾遍 我看不超過一手之間
zhen de wu suo wei de dao di you ji bian dao di you ji bian wo kan bu chao guo yi shou zhi jian
It really doesn’t matter how many times I repeat it over and over again, I never achieve anything

誰給了承諾的誰 就有罪
shei gei ji le cheng nuo de shei jiu you zui
Whoever makes the promise is the guilty one
誰都沒說愛的誰 就不配
shei dou mei mo shuo ai de shei jiu bu pei
Whoever hasn’t spoken their love is unqualified
我不知不覺習慣 話圓的越來越美
wo bu zhi bu jue xi guan hua yuan de yue lai yue mei
I unconsciously got used to it, the words are getting more and more beautiful
愛到最後卻感覺 越怕黑
ai dao zui hou que gan jue yue pa hei
Love has reached the end, but I feel more afraid of the dark

(*,**)

安靜下來發現自己沒表面精采
an jing xia lai fa xian zi ji mei biao mian jing cai
It quieted down and I discovered that I’m not so wonderful
整天防著失去錯過了更多未來
zheng tian fang zhu shi qu cuo guo le geng duo wei lai
All day long, I’m trying to protect against losing anymore of my future
全部的迂迴線路 該截彎取直往前
quan bu de yu hui xian lu gai jie wan qu zhi wang qian
All the detours that cut straight through
離開自欺安全地帶 才能接近愛
li kai zi qi an quan di dai cai neng jie jin ai
Leaving my comfort zone, I’m close to being able to love

(**,**)

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